When one is still in high school, the world seems to be waiting for you to embrace it with your presence. It’s like everything you have ever dreamed of will fall into place. In your mind you make room for disappointment or delays and maybe even failure but hen your plan B always works out.Reality was a rude and cruel awakening for me. Plan A and Plan B just did not work out leaving me in a dark and sore place. It’s even worse when one has only themselves to depend on. The rest of the people are simply onlookers who give advice on things they themselves could never ever do, yet feel if the were in your shoes, could do it much better.
The dreams I had in highs chool and childhood began to haunt me, not knowing whether giving up would be less painful than having to face my old friends and have them ask me whatever happened to my fighting spirit. When adult hood crept in, it brought with it the winter of reality, cold and long and unforgiving. Things were never meant to turn out like this. I was gonna be a star and save people’s lives.If you could see me now sitting behind some lonely desk doing sweet nothing, spending each day accomplishing nothing and watching my life go by-this is just a typical day in the life of a want to be, could have been but has not been yet…?
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